If you would have told me at the beginning of 2012 how our life was going to be turned upside down this year I don't know if I would have believed you. This past year has been cut up into two different times, BF(Before Fire) and AF (After Fire). I have to admit, immediately after the fire I had some, "why did this happen to us?" and "who did we piss off in the world?" type of moments. I am happy to say now that the words I will use to look back on 2012 absolutely include blessed, thankful, gracious and positive.
Not only did this situation change our physical surroundings, but it has changed the fabric of who I am. I have never started a year like 2013--truly understanding the meaning of life is too short. I have used that phrase before, but never, ever have I really lived that way. I have also realized how wonderful our family is and have learned who are true friends are. I also can say my faith in God has been renewed. I have always been a little bit of a natural skeptic in everything I do. This experience has taught me the power behind having faith in something you can not see or touch and the comfort in being able to feel like everything is going to be okay and this is just a moment in time. I know this might sound strange, but I needed this to happen--I needed this perspective. I am beyond excited to see what 2013 holds and or course, can't wait to move home :)
As for the house, we are in the home stretch. The finishing touches are being done before the hard wood floors are sanded and stained. We should see many pretty things in the few weeks!
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| Yes, that is our steps leading from the first to second floor...a little tricky to navigate :) |
Happy New Year everyone!