Seeing the Light

We are moving home on Wednesday.  You have no idea how long I have been waiting to say that. I was talking with my cousin earlier tonight and she asked me if I was ready and I responded by saying, "I don't know".  She said, "Emotionally ready, but physically not?" and my response was, "actually quite the opposite".

This feels odd to say, but I am very emotional about moving home, not in a bad way, just emotional.  How will it feel?  Will I remember which switches are which?  How long will it take to get back into our routine and feel like it is home again?  Will it be strange to wake up on Thursday morning, see the sun rise outside our bedroom windows, as if nothing happened.  I am sure this concept is hard to understand, as it is to try and explain.  I literally feel like we have been living in the twilight zone for the past 6.5 months.  Again, hard to explain.  Sadly, if I think about it, I can immediately mentally and emotionally put myself back to 6:30 pm on July 22nd 2012.  The fear, the confusion, and rush of instincts kicking in- knowing what had to be done in that exact moment.  It is almost as if I can re-live those moments and feel the air, the time and everything else around me.  I remember almost every detail and every conversation of that night and I know it will fade, but situations like this that change the fabric of who you are can leave a lasting mark.

The house looks amazing and I must say, I am beyond thrilled with the upgrades we have made.  We have enhanced the spaces we live in the most.  I said in my first post when this happened that I was committed to making some lemonade out of the lemons we were given and I have to say, it is sweet!

Once we get home and get a little settled, I plan on posting before, during and after pictures!  We will be VERY busy this week and it will fly by---Enjoy yours!

So much happening!

The house is coming together so amazingly!!!  This is when it is really getting inspiring to see months of selections in real life.  I squealed liked a child when the I walked in and the lights were on.  It made our house start to feel like a home again :)

There is more to come and I will post pics over the next 3 weeks as we countdown to moving home. Here is what happened, all today!

Final Paint on the Dining Room

Kitchen back splash is done and the appliances will be installed tomorrow

A little fuzzy pic, but Master Bathroom now has the marble counter top and faucets!

Stainless Steel Farm House sink with faucet

First coat of paint on downstairs office

Shower faucets installed

Laundry Room light

Madeline's Pink Ombre playroom light

Chandelier (Yes, from PB Teen) in the upstairs office

Excitement continues...

Light it Up!

Super exciting things happened this past week and many more exciting this happening this week coming up!!!  For one, the floors got finished and I LOVE the color!  We went slightly darker than what they were before and it looks great.  Most of the lights went up and will be completed early this week (pictures below), the marble counter top in the master bath was put in and the back splash in the kitchen was installed.  This was by far the hardest thing we picked out in the house.  It was a tough decision because in essence our cabinets are the same but the granite is slightly different and the overall colors we went with in the house are different also.  Long story short, this one kept me up many nights!  I am so pleased with the outcome and can't wait to see the kitchen once the appliances go in.

Let's just say, I am getting REALLY excited to move home!  Moving home will be awesome :)

Foyer Light

Kitchen Table Light

Dining Room Light---It will be lower once the work is done of course. It is hard to see, but there is a great crystal piece in the center.

Kitchen Back Splash---sigh of relief :)

Island Lights

Next week on the agenda--faucets, sinks and final paint.  More pics to come--We are getting there!

Reflection

If you would have told me at the beginning of 2012 how our life was going to be turned upside down this year I don't know if I would have believed you.  This past year has been cut up into two different times, BF(Before Fire) and AF (After Fire).  I have to admit, immediately after the fire I had some, "why did this happen to us?" and "who did we piss off in the world?" type of moments.  I am happy to say now that the words I will use to look back on 2012 absolutely include blessed, thankful, gracious and positive.

Not only did this situation change our physical surroundings, but it has changed the fabric of who I am.  I have never started a year like 2013--truly understanding the meaning of life is too short.  I have used that phrase before, but never, ever have I really lived that way.  I have also realized how wonderful our family is and have learned who are true friends are.  I also can say my faith in God has been renewed.  I have always been a little bit of a natural skeptic in everything I do.  This experience has taught me the power behind having faith in something you can not see or touch and the comfort in being able to feel like everything is going to be okay and this is just a moment in time.  I know this might sound strange, but I needed this to happen--I needed this perspective.  I am beyond excited to see what 2013 holds and or course, can't wait to move home :)

As for the house, we are in the home stretch.  The finishing touches are being done before the hard wood floors are sanded and stained.  We should see many pretty things in the few weeks!

Yes, that is our steps leading from the first to second floor...a little tricky to navigate :)

Happy New Year everyone!

Coming Together

Okay, so clearly I am not too good about keeping up with this blog thing.  So sorry!  Last I posted was right before Thanksgiving.  We had an excellent holiday with family who came to visit from Maryland.  I was beyond thankful to be surrounded by family because to be honest, it was tough not being home cooking in my kitchen like I had done every year since we built our home in 2008, well built it the first time around :)  The first 3 weeks of December found me traveling for business non-stop--what a marathon!  As exhausting as it was, it was nice to stay so busy instead of fretting about not being home for Christmas.

As odd as this is about to sound, in light of all of the upheaval of our life this year, this has by far been the BEST Christmas celebration we have had in a long time.  Shopping was pretty stress free, more focused on counting our blessings, and our daughter was very excited about Santa coming to visit.  I love that she understands Christmas is the celebration of the birth of Jesus and not just about that guy who lives at the North Pole.  It is very sweet.

Many things have happened at the house in the past month---mainly trim, tile and paint.  We are in the home stretch now, with a target move home date in early February.  Next up is the hardwood floors, then more paint, lights, final touches, etc.  It sounds simple, but I know it is this detail work that can take the longest.

The main challenge in this most recent phase was paint colors.  I seriously think my husband was about to go out of his mind if I asked him to go to Home Depot one more time and get another light gray paint color.  The joke around our house has been to forget 50 Shades of Grey, try 150 shades!  All of this being said, I am so glad we sampled so many colors because the one I was all ready to give the green light on ended up being too beige and not enough gray. 

There still needs to be final coats which will look different, but here are some pics of the progress:

This is our hallway on the first floor and you can tell we are not in the final coat phase yet, but the trim is called Oxford White and the wall color, which is the color throughout most of the house, is called Balboa mist

First Floor Mud Room

Very hard to see in this picture, but we went with a super pale blue for this bathroom.
It is called Breakers.

  

Our Daughter's pink bedroom.
Would never have guessed this color is called Patient White!

This is our Dining Room and the color is called Intellectual Gray.  If we did not have this color in the house before, I would think it looks way too brown (and probably have a minor freak out), but I know it will be much darker after the final coats.

Instead of a back splash behind the sink, per the recommendation of our builder, we had a piece of granite installed. I was hesitant at first, but really glad now that we did it!  The rest of the back splash (to be completed still) is a subway tile that I LOVED at the store---hoping I LOVE it installed :)

I am SO looking forward to moving home and posting pictures of it all put back together again :)

Happenings

Tons of improvement has happened at the house since my last update.  Again, so darn busy and way behind...sorry!  First of all, we have walls again and I have to say, it feels good.  Our addition is complete and the deck is halfway done.  The "bump out" (as we call it), although only about an extra 100 square feet, makes the BIGGEST difference in our kitchen.  In addition to walls, hardwood floors are all in, cabinets are in, the exterior got a fresh coat of paint and trim and tile has been started.  Here are several pictures documenting the progress:

We made a last minute decision to also finish part of our 3rd floor unfinished attic space.  This will be my new office and I am VERY excited about it...can't wait for it to come together!

White subway tile in one of our guest bathrooms

Deck underway

Walls, trim and windows!

French doors leading from our kitchen to our deck

Kitchen cabinets

Other wall of kitchen cabinets

Okay, it is the little things in life.  Our old lazy Susan was plastic and I really wanted a wooden one.  When I opened this cabinet to discover this beauty, I admit, I let out a squeal like a 12 year old at a Justin Bieber concert :)

Madeline running on the deck. 

Madeline's bathroom tile...In love!

Master Bathroom cabinets

Marble Hexagon shower floor---Can you say excited?

Farmhouse sink installed

Third floor bathroom, attic without any remnant of fire and new area outside of bonus room leading to my new office

LOVE, LOVE, LOVE Madeline's new bathroom cabinets and tile...might have to move in to her room with her!

We hope everyone had a wonderful Thanksgiving holiday!  If you have read this blog before you know we are looking at this life changing situation as a positive thing and Thanksgiving was a great opportunity to reflect on all of our blessings.  In a way, it is so comforting and peaceful to know with all of this craziness happening, we will still look back on 2012 very fondly and as these details are coming together with our house, it makes us even more excited to go home.

Megan

Renovation

Our addition started and is coming along nicely.  One might think we are putting a pool in the backyard with all of the dirt, but we are adding some extra square feet to our kitchen and a deck.  Here are some pics of the progress:

Backyard AKA Mud Pit :)

Hard to see, but holes six feet deep, filled with concrete

How cute is our little crawl space door?

The start of a floor system!!!

I know, not a lot of space for the amount of mud, but the space will make the biggest difference in our house!  Very excited and will post more pictures as it continues to come together.

On another note, I am having the hardest time selecting the right all over interior gray paint color.  I want a light, warm gray that keeps the place open and airy, is clearly gray but not cold and clinical.  The joke around here is, "50 shades of Gray, try 150 shades!".  Suggestions are welcomed :)

Megan